I finally cut off a person, a “friend” that’s selfish, racist, toxic, egocentric and irrational. she has been switching between being a normal, supportive friend to treating me like shit for years. I’m doing the best, most respectful thing I can do. If she doesn’t leave me alone from here on, I’ll smash down her Carnegie hall performance worthy hands. I would say worse, way worse, but I am not gonna make a bunch of people on the internet think I’m crazy. I won’t do shit. But I am not going to be blaming myself for these thoughts again.
That’s an exaggeration, I don’t know, I’m not going to. She’s insanely rich, and also has a political background. If i were to do anything to her my whole family would get fucked over. I’m just fantasizing anyways. I’m doing the best thing I can do. I just stopped thinking that she exists.
I’ve been so exhausted. If my 2019 self lived through this week, she would be hanging dead by the end of it. sleeping 4 hours dealing with people after people and writing and submitting things in the fogged up brain. how many days will be like this? I don’t know, i don’t care.
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You’ll thank yourself for dumping her every year for the rest of your life. Toxic people are very clever. They act like your best friend initially and you feel you lucked out.
But over time, their evil side slowly creeps out. Then it hits you that no decent friend would ever talk to you that way and that’s the turning point. I have tight group of university friends which I’m been with for over 20 years.
Unfortunately one person in my group turned out to be one of these rotten lowlives. I later found out he was taking meds for anger and other mental issues, which explained a lot about his antisocial behavior.
Long story short, I lured him into a trap (conversation) to get him to expose his evil side in front of my group while looking innocent myself and it worked, he stopped joining us and I was elated.
I’m sure we all know people that drive us nuts, which is why I no longer keep people like that in my life. Nobody is perfect, I can point out problems with everyone in my life now but if I decided to be overly judgmental, I’ll end up alone-so we tolerate others despite the things that annoy us about them.
It’s just best to walk away from people like her. If she is rich/influential than that’s an even bigger reason to stay away from her since she has more power to mess up your life than the reverse.