She’s like an anti depressant!

I have a crush on someone!

So there’s this girl i met who caught my attention a few weeks ago. The first time meeting her, i could not help but notice how pretty she is! It’s not just the ”conventional good-looks” she possess, but it’s her eyes, smile, body language and just overall aura that struck me the most !

I instantly got along well with her! I was pleasantly surprised to find out that we both have playing the piano in common. We chatted quite a bit and i noticed how engaged she was in our conversation and looked at me with these intense blue eyes. Obviously it doesn’t have to mean anything, perhaps she’s just a good listener i told myself. But then i also noticed how her feet were touching me beneath the table and she did not move her feet away from me and i was like…is she playing footsie with me haha ?

Fast forward 2 weeks later we met a 2nd time aswell as a 3rd this week…and oh my something came over me! First of all i was feeling very depressed contemplating my existence and shit, but then i met her for the 3rd time this week and it made my day! As soon as saw her i just cheered up instantly haha. We were drinking a cup of tea, having a bit of small talk and then she mentioned how nice the weather was. And my response was quite flirty (realized that afterwards, oops haha) i said: ”You came and you brought the sunshine with you i guess *wink*”. She giggled and said ”i guess i did haha”

From that point forward things became a bit more flirty. I brought my guitar with me and i suggested we sing a song together and so we did, and then i suggested an original song that i wrote (a song about having a crush). And i felt quite a bit nervous and forgot the lyrics and actually messed up a few times lol! But then i regained my focus and finished the song and she liked it! Her cheeks seemed a bit rosy…and im not sure but i think she was blushing (i definitely was)! we were both giggling. I felt quite nervous and i think she felt the same. I was moving around allot (fiddgety) and so was she! Hands and leggs were moving around, she was biting on her necklace!

From that moment i felt something and since then i could not help but think of her. I don’t what has come over me, but i have not felt like this in literally years! I hope im not wrong about what im feeling, but i feel like there’s a connection there. I would slap myself in the face if i didn’t explore and see if there’s a connection so…i’m defintely gonna make my move!