a mixture of rain and snow my entire shift. I was drenched and my legs felt like stumps because my feet were numb. When I got inside, my hands burned. I don’t think the company I work for cares about my well-being or safety. I fear we’ll have the same weather tomorrow. I don’t know if I can take it. I live alone above a guy who smokes cigarettes all night and the smoke seeps into my apartment. I try to meditate to calm my anxiety, but the nicotine ruins my calm.
I’m a 37-year-old mentally ill incel with no higher education and herpes. FML.
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Dude that smoke…. I used to deal with that in an old apartment and it was awful. Sorry the weather sucks. We do not have snow here but it is so hot. You shower then step outside and have to shower again. Do not beat yourself up. Im 33 with higher education that I do not use, but have to pay back. I also understand about the herpes. I know a few people who have it, and some of them live normal lives while others isolate. Im sorry you are going through this especially during the holidays. Hope tomorrow is better.
Thank you so much. I really appreciate your kind, empathic reply.
You’re welcome. How was the weather today so far?
Sorry for the late reply. It has been better, but still really cold and at times wet.
Well better is a start. ?