My relationship broke down Halloween 2021. It has been a couple of months now and my state of mind has plummeted. We occasionally write to one another and I am trying to get her back. I know she will be in a park in Manchester end of this month. I am going to confront her and propose to her. Otherwise, I am off to Mexico to spend three months spending all the money I have or I might visit Canada one last time. I was once married to a Canadian woman. Maybe I should find another? In Mexico, I am going to get some medication used for sick animals, just like me, and smuggle it into the UK. I will then scale my love’s house and get in through the window and wait for her. I will wait until she is asleep and subdue her and tell her I am killing myself. I will open a bottle of expensive champagne, offer her a glass, listen to some music. She will be subdued so I can then take the medication I bought from Mexico and die by her side. I will call the police before telling them there is an odd looking note on the door. The note will say there is a woman upstairs that needs attention. I will not mention the medication I took and it should give me enough time to kill myself whilst I am holding her. I don’t want to physically harm her. I just want to be by her side when I die. She will, over time get over it. I will be free.
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as much as you like to think she is going to get over it, i cant see this ending well at all and actually traumatizing her really bad.
Agreed. The entitlement this person has is off the charts.
im not sure id call it entitlement. i understand wanting to be held by a loved one and the desperation that can accompany it. dying alone can be scary for some. however this is sadly, for now hopefully, the sad truth of being suicidal. the chances of not going out alone are slim. this doesnt mean he should hurt someone else.
i understand you dont want to physically hurt her, but what you plan on doing is going to do a lot more mental damage then you could probably do physically. she will need years of therapy and possibly become suicidal herself. by doing this there are very high chances of you only making her life a lot worse.
i sincerely hope this is just a dream you have and not something you are actually going to go through with. and if you do plan on going through with it, i hope you come to realize how bad of an idea this is.
Breaking into a woman’s house and drugging her while she’s in bed and then deliberately trying to freak her out offering her alcohol which she’s obviously not going to want, topped off with killing yourself… This is not love and if you go ahead with this she’ll be glad when you’re not around anymore.
There’s no ‘drugging her’ involved in my fucked up plan, you made that up in your head.
thats exactly what “subdue” means. you said, youre going to wait until shes asleep and then youre going to subdue her. meaning youre going to remove her strength from her, in other words, yes you highly inferred youre going to drug her
Definition of subdued
: lacking in vitality, intensity, or strength
“subdue her”
“scale my love’s house”
“get in through the window and wait for her”
“kill myself whilst I am holding her”
This post is seriously fucked up man. I hope you’re just joking/trolling.
I met a woman years ago who had been in a relationship with a guy who did something similar to what this person is describing but they were in a relationship with each other at the time.
He lay next to her in bed and slashed his own throat. She tried to stop the bleeding and called an ambulance. She had no idea he was going to do it. She was then arrested for attempted murder while this guy was in surgery. It was only because he survived that suicide attempt that she went free.
The woman was still harassed by the family of the man who could never accept their son would do that to himself and eventually removed all her social media.
The man later died by suicide from poisoning alone in his own home.