Its is true and in this hell you have a heaven also. The rich and powerful, by human standards, are in heaven on earth and enjoy that heaven on earth building monuments unto themselves to say…I was here… after they die, yet, there’s more to it than that. They even build large homes and skyscraper homes to remove themselves from the ground floor where they see suffering. To them its not a part of their world so they are okay with the suffrage due to it being a norm in the group think society, when it comes to those without and those that have, as they also do evil; that evil seem to be the only thing that trickles down in societies built on capitalistic ideals. The rich value money more than life and evident from actions taken place during my life time … 2008 and 2020… so far these trash people in office and the other who chase BS within society of MORE MORE MORE are so rich and powerful or delusional they have no problem fucking the rest of us with their BS trickle down money economics but open up the flood gate of evils so they can be prosperous. That is the hidden but well known thing that everyone knows, yet act like they forgotten, that will trickle down to the lesser within society…that’s called a fucking or evil things that aid those with more and fuck the rest that have nothing or are trying to have more. Place you in a box within another box you bend in odd shapes to fit the box and to keep as many people from fitting the box they add in more BS to fit the box and that push a lot of people out of the box and the box shrinks…LOL
The more you have the more right you are, that is human measure…even some of their made up religions state that as a truth becasue religion was made by humans. In this measure the more liked you are if you have should have more value. The ape brain human see the shinny shit and think I want that shinny shit so they chase the dragon as they become addicts to chasing BS for a life time. You are hated if you have too much of a good thing but admired, made god more so than god, if you have too much than you need and it will not break you if you gave. If you are an asshole in this heaven on earth, the more you will reap the more value you have later as a result. These money chasers, are evil doers also, to have a shot at a short term of happiness on earth… which they can call heaven… they are willing to do acts, not by their religions teaching, in order to live within the true world humans’ created. There’s no room for religion but they act like they are of the faith because it aids them in reaping more for themselves, they pretend to believe for MORE. If you should ever need human’s help or aid its a measure. If you’ve fallen, due to their evils and your trying, to where don’t want to live in this hell any longer so you attempt before you chose the last resort, you may see more hell before ever seeing any heaven come your way on this Earth. Seeking aid is what you choose to do when you stuck and you have to be wise in the picking of the people you are seeking aid from. They can either do everything in their power to see you made right because they want you to aid them if they should fall and be punished for trying, that in close relation to you and also a person with logic which are few on this planet, they aid you because they want something that you can provide to them when you are at your best, they “pseudo aid” you because there are those within society they want to look great for or want to maintain a relationship with (there’s some evil mixed in with the aid), they aid you by some means of a value measure, or they do everything in their “Human society right”, granted unto them by the evil doers with more than them, owner class and law makers who are a part of that class, to see you destroyed because it aids them to see you dead than saved. They fear you may out do them. Out of sight out of mind…if you should kill yourself its not their fault in their book because they are not thinkers they have their heads down chasing money and seeing their own problems they introduce to their life with the more capitalistic things they buy in aims towards chasing a Billionaire life style. Those Billionaires are on cheat mode as governments give them social aid that suppose to trickle to the lesser below…BS. They have no logic in them if they chosen the last option… they just see what they wish to be and don’t care about the damage done as long as they get their own. They are not bigger picture thinkers. Never try to figure why you may need assistance to keep trying this stupid shit, they just preach to you when you have no more faith, they just keep giving you BS when you want them to listen so they can aid you back up to a status where you can be productive. Its as if they’ve also taken your seat away from you at the table of being productive in society; in that act of devaluing your life they send a message of kill yourself.
Never ask for help from the wrong people they never give you any time to try and post blame on you when outside forces are the cause. You try to explain this to them and they go LA LA LA… which make them a piece of shit… which is human normal evil shite within its nature. They also just pile on to keep you in a mindset of “I’m fucked for life” because they add to your agitation and suffrage by acts of only benefiting themselves. When they agreed to aiding you, in a come back from hell on earth, if they have a bunch of flip Flopping like a politicians its to make you look bad so they can say you are the one flopping and flipping out as they poison your name and bad mouth you behind you back, the coward doesn’t approach becasue you have means of proving they are a piece of shit. Any moment that you show you are becoming happier and are trying around them is the moment they pull the rug off from under your feet and denounce your efforts, you are never good enough. Well, they are cowards that go behind your back to speak ill of you in an effort to poison any other person willing to aid you becasue their patience for when you should be okay has ran out. They are truly evil and that is more of a human nature, to be the devil and demon, as they pretend to be good for optics sake. This god they say they believe in is nothing but them they have faith in and that god they’ve made themselves to be says fuck everyone else. They really aren’t about the shit within their “Faith Based Belief” structure handed to them… NOPE… they are about their own personal god that governs rather they will have a prosperous life, blessed by shit bag humans on earth for the evil they do to which they flip to call good and godly, or be damned by that hateful shit within them they calling god but its them being shit to another person which is not by their faith or religion they so call belong to. They use religion as a way to network to the next level of their BS while not truly living by the teachings within that religion because its not the norm within the society created by humans. If they wish to be successful within, they got to break a few eggs. So they make it right by them to be evil in breaking the eggs so it will be right by their ideal personal god that is all about THEM THEM THEM.
Its more so a norm within Human society to be less of a nurturer and in that support gain loyalty from that person supported..No No…its easier to break them because society says its okay to do so, they make it easier to kill a person, indirectly (suicide) and directly, than to bring a person back to the table of life, thank their human ‘god’ for their laws to fuck another person to a point that person kills theirself. That is the society humans created, hell on earth where only a few get a heaven within that hell as they measure themselves more righteous with the shit they’ve gained, titles they say they earned, money they say they earned, power say they earned, and status they say they earned…not by the good they’ve done but by the evils they do for others to reap greater gains. If they should fall from the grace of humans they are treat like me and many others within the lesser. Those who are rich understand there’s no true help at the bottom so many of them are willing to kill themselves than to face that hell because there are many within this hell that they’ve fucked over while well off or will be fucked by because they have no clue how to operate down in the pits of hell on earth. As its been stated, in religion of all kinds, religion teach a story of evil and good and the evil is closer to humans nature than that good; which if you look closer the good is not truly good its also evil because its fuggy thanks to measures and that measurement be flawed becasue it is human. Its in the nature of humans to be evil even while all the “good”, that are societial rewards, happens for them in their process of evil. The short time they should be blessed by humans is their prison and poison of choice… they choose to do the vile things against each other because they have the option granted to them… they could choose another path but they always go with evil.
That is why we see less good coming from well off people, they understand that if they aren’t a bit evil, within hell on earth in their small heaven on earth, they can get screwed to be like me and many others… homeless and asking for help but no one cares. Its never a genuine good done or act its more of a flex of their status within society and it also great PR for them, those that do genuinely do good things don’t parade the good they do because it in them to do good or they also understand that if they should fall they hope these systems will aid them also due to them being so close to the lesser in economic standing within the very shitty society created by humans. They empathize with them in the lesser because they’ve walked or in that path to fall. Those that have Apathy just are that don’t care but there is a tax break in it for them so they give money that then takes an evil course to enrich assholes that don’t have a need just want more money, because its their charity, and a trickle actually go to aid people. Its so bad these charities have to have legislation to assure they aren’t hiding behind tax free measures and are giving at least a majority of what they obtain. They do these things not out of the kindness of their hearts; they are already in a heaven on earth and say you should be like them as they close all doors to ever compete with them or achieve as they have. They protect their little heavens on earth by their will they do evil to get it done. They congregate or have congress, only with the few, within their wealth gap and villainously scheme on how they are going to fuck those without at the bottom. They measure your value on how much they can squeeze out in profits from that human life they are burning through. They use the poor to continue to lift themselves as being more holy than those lesser, vote for shit bags that will sell you out or shit bag that will tell you he’s selling you out and you will love it. You have no choice but to be fucked in a vote.
Now the lesser are also human. They live in hell on earth, like myself. Down here we are treated as if we have no value as society say and do evil, as a norm, and measure their okays to devalue us as people who are worth the effort to save. They want us completely defeated and strung out on drugs to where they are more comfortable to say that is a lost cause to aid. When we are asking for help they ignore us before we truly hit rock bottom. If we have a little value left that little is more valued than our life. That which see you have a little and you are getting some aid outside of them… from that little they see they do as the rich do… they measure and value you less and do everything in their power to see you fucked out of that aid you are getting or aim to take the little aid you do get for self. You are considered an eyesore to them and their path to becoming a successful pieces of shit blessed by those that are human if they should stay the course and fuck you over is larger than life for using you as a sacrifice to see it happen for them. I am experiencing this first hand. Humans push those they deem lesser to suicide. They who push feel okay with their actions to push that person to kill themselves; there push is indirect and like the rich separating themselves from hell on earth, in their skyscrapers and big houses, so does the evil reside in the pieces of shit that push people to kill themselves so they can be happier and gleeful in the demise of another, yet not post blame on theirself for being the shit that drove a person to death. In that, they say their GOD has given unto them so they are in the right to fuck you over because you are not blessed by humans which is not of GOD, of earth values within this society, so by that means they are more willing to do evil against you in the name of a GOD they were feed and confuse it with a god they so call believe in. Religion is made by humans to be used for human agendas..rather they be small or large… they willing to throw some BS god in your face when they trying to see you dead.
I have assholes around me doing exactly all these evils and not caring about the efforts I do because I dare seek aid that doesn’t fit a standard time table they set, in 2020 where no jobs were there, and their aid is not really aid its measures and placing me in a box of negativity to assure I fail in the grace of their fake efforts they call aid. If you really wanted to aid me you jack ass you would have listened when I called for help instead of trying to kill me off. These piece of shit have no clue how to aid a person because they are not willing to hear the person asking for aid and how they can be set right to be back on track. Many people have showed me how shitty of a people they are. I was expecting too much from humans and feed many lies including religion. They spread lies about me to others and if its found out that they are being dishonest they take it on themselves to attempt to make their BS seem honest by agitating the person they supposedly aiding. They spent time poisoning the well, of others that I may turn to for aid, that if I should drink from it they are all like the piece of shit I confided in, they are also willing to pile on with the shit baggary.
I am being pushed to kill myself and I am asking for help as all assholes around me are saying fuck you N word… Die.. that would be better for everyone. I don’t have to suffer and they get to use my death as a way to forgive themselves because they gave BS aid that was not really help and were also the reason why I killed myself as they piled on to the suffrage instead of actually aid. As they do all this evil they aim to steal my identity or gain from my death so they can take the little that I do have or gain a lot more than with me alive. They are evil but are blessed by other evil shit bag Humans on earth. Seen more right because they have more which is the true god of this reality we live in; yet, I have to come around to this being a norm and dissolve old brainwashing I took to heart. Its all evil but as long as you doing the evil for the right people or masters…you will be blessed by those humans for going along with the evil rather it be direct or indirect. The true god is Money, the human can also be GOD, Angle, Demon, or Satan because its their nature to do little true good, that is why this faith based GOD is absent within humans almost all the time, and yet they say its of god but being that all the time is unrealistic in their shitty heavens on earth where evil reign supreme.
In life they say do no evils and I tried but it got me nothing but homelessness trying to be good all the time in a human world of evil. They ate me alive and now I am at the end of my life at an early age and so many others like me that nobody cares because I am a normal. We live for a short time saying not to bring harm and you attempt to follow that which in the end can kill you because there are many who become upset that you gain. I got damned by family I supported financially and in my time of need family is no longer family. I now have no family as a result; they see me as a burden after a TBI I got in the military. They just want me dead so they can move on with their short shitty lives and learned nothing from the aid I gave to them in the past on how to help people. I even got blamed for 2020 within an email for an eviction coming soon and also blamed for a person not being able to start their shitty family, he and the ***** will destroy the child with their BS treatment of me. They just are going to keep doing what black people do to family… aim to make the enemies not a support structure.
The thing about growing up black in the US is that you have no other place to go to if shit doesn’t work in the US, other people of other races have other countries that are homogenized and ran by their people who are willing to see their people in the right more so that a black US American within the US. That is the nature of the US government in general when it comes to minorities that have no choice, we jut have to eat whatever is given to us. Family is a loose term used by these shitty people. They use that term to fuck you out of shit and if you should fall and need them they say we aren’t family any longer. I hate I was born black in the US with no talents besides my brain…dare to use it and society say a N words doesn’t suppose to be a thinker as you see that as fact in the hiring practices going on within the US society. The thinking Negro is a thing they deem a poison that should not compete or spread with the rich white assholes that own every fucking thing within the US. N words just have to bend in pretzels, fit in even tinier little boxes, be better than the rest, be better than the white person who will get hired over you, be better in general while making no mistakes when an assholes should be racists towards you because 100% of the time you are in the wrong because you black and that is all they see thanks to the negative image given to black people within this US society, color matters that’s another reason earth is hell. Family is nothing to a N word but another hated N word by US government standards and the people within the society brained washed everyone to hate or be wary of a N word before aiding one…unless they one of the good ones… or they can make money off the N Word…. jump shot or some other talent besides thinking BOY….LOL. All assholes say we have nothing to complain about in these “modern” times, yet we got no Reparations for Slavery on a Governmental level so we are still in need of government to do for us but its ran by the people that don’t want an N word working in their companies or running their companies and in that they sure as hell don’t want us or anyone to compete with them unless they are in collusion with them or have no choice.
Selfish fucking assholes, like the shit I stay with, want to repeat the cycle of evil black shit stain trained within a owned black MF of our ancestry past. That is my family actions as they treat me like I am a corpse walking. They act like assholes and fighting is how they get their message across and its also their aid, pile on to destruction of a person until they die. If you have no value they are not willing to aid you, they have no logic, and if they offer aid they don’t want you to accept it because its not truly aid. If you should accept the aid they attempt to find ways out of aiding you. No words are given, no willingness to listen, nothing but a broken people who have no problem breaking other black people thanks to a past of being owned and still acting like they are owned as they kill off each other due to training of every N word for themselves. They don’t really want to be of any service unto people because they were never trained to be of good faith but pretending is a N words bread and butter so they are heavy in the career field of entertainment and religion, they just love doing a soft shoe for ol massa…LOL. If they weren’t comfortable in it they would be competing with the white owners, hiring only black or mostly black, and only buying from black owned but its the US they make it hard for a black person to own anything. They are still in Super Hard Mode “fight to survive” because they know they are still screwed as many locations fuck a black person over faster than any other within the US and all over the world. Any times of economic down turn get ready for the season of cops get to harm a black person because in that economic down turn black people are treated like shit and lose more so than the other pieces of shit within the US society. Humans hate a black person more so than any other human of any other race, black is deemed evil or bad and in some case cool, that case usually when we entertaining and if you can’t be a Jive N word then you screwed and just another thing the US goes on to destroy or exploit but never help.
These fake families that black people create are nothing but the same or worst than the outside world, hateful first unless you have something to offer, and if you have nothing you just a N word to them. So being black is another type of hell on earth, as I’ve stated we are playing the game on SUPER HARD, and because of your skin color you have less areas of support, aid, money, access, and representation within the society. Then they go off and procreate these broken families still acting like they owned and betray one another more so than to be helpful. Society has spoken that there’s no value in aiding a black person and many still take that to heart including the black people. They either aim to kill directly or indirectly, so they gain more value as they deplete others value. They don’t know how to lift people out of shit because they are in the shit also. Fuck this world because humans are in it, fuck these people because I came from them, fuck this society because if I am falling it definitely doesn’t need to remain standing. More black males are committing suicide and its people that are pushing them to do it, nobody gives fuck. Big corporations don’t care they hire black males these days than to hire black females, in that they being racists and gender biased to seem WOKE. Males are devalued because WOKE culture wants to kill two birds one stone… hire the black female or any minority female and you get the race you want in those offices as well as the gender so as the next audit of a companies racial bias in hiring won’t look so bad as they only hire white males… LOL… My last thought is I may stop praying for an end to hell on earth and deliver a peace to my suffering. I keep asking but nobody gives a fuck. I ask for a job its NOPE.. I ask for aid to finding work… they say fuck you… we love your resume but don’t want a broken person working for us or your not the right color as they keep asking what race I am on an application. It obviously matter if the job application is asking race.. me in IT… can’t be black for this job… NICE…LOL