I cant breathe. My lungs work just fine but there doesnt seem to be enough oxygen to fill them, my chest is not big enough to hold enough air to fill this black hole pulling me in.
I wonder why im back at this point. The last two weeks or so ive been doing great, havent cut in nearly a month now. Perhaps thatll change tonight. Perhaps i wont be strong this time. That thought crosses my mind every day, several times a day. Maybe its time to give in