i dont want to be honest. i dont want to talk about it. but i dont want to keep it to myself either.
i want to get higher, i feel horrible. i want to stop feeling. idk, i want to stop but at the same time i want to drown. i just want it to stop…..
addictions are horrible….mental illness encouraging the addiction is horrible…..
i dont want to be the girl thats struggling. the one with addictions. the one dealing with abuse.
im fine
(TOAD – RX)
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Addictions are a fucking nightmare , 2moro i have to doctor shop and getting sleepers of a female chinese doctor is another nightmare.
Well, the struggle is still real with you. Sometimes I want to get lost and out of reality sometimes when I feel like that. My whole head is all in the clouds. Ignoring the reality and living a fantasy.