“I feel hurt because….” but you know you’re the one with the problem so you brush it off. “it’s nothing important” You keep telling yourself it’s not important, allowing them to continue the behaviour that made you feel hurt. Causing you to feel more and more abandoned. But it’s your own fault. You fall farther and farther. Feeling more and more alone. Feeling less and less important. But what can you do, when you know you’re the problem.
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I know how it feels to be at fault. Well the feeling of being at fault even if it wasn’t ur fault. It feels as though nothing you do can fix things and you just go in a much deeper hole in it. That’s one thing I’ve had to accept of feeling though. Hope things are getting better.
im finding it to be a very delicate tight rope balance with spikes and alligators and everything deadly at the bottom.
its like i told him
i told him i want him to be able to do what he wants without worrying about my reaction to it
he said, but if i do that ill feel like youll think i dont care.
all i could do was tell him hes right…..
if you do whatever you want ill feel like you dont care, like i was right and you never cared. but if you listen to me ill feel controlling and hate myself.
i have no idea what to do.
That really sucks. I sent you a message on discord if you would like to talk on there, but if you need time to yourself, I’ll understand.