General Damn… by Jack 3/7/2022 written by Jack 3/7/2022 Sometimes I feel like k!lling mys3lf. Like now. But I can’t do it. I’m tired of me, my life. I believe that I might exist in some way even after death and I might not escape these miserable feelings . 1 comment 0 Email Related posts nothing ever happens 6/28/2022 Grandma 6/28/2022 6/27/2022 1,157 Days 6/27/2022 Constipation 6/26/2022 Sleep, please 6/26/2022 Actively choosing to have children is an iniquitous... 6/26/2022 constant confusion and battling life delete 6/26/2022 6/25/2022 I miss my life 6/25/2022 1 comment KeepTryin 3/8/2022 - 12:47 am I’m sorry for your pain. I often want to go too… tired of myself too. that would be horrible to finally go and then get stuck in an afterlife with the same feelings. I don’t believe that, but I also can never seem to do it. I do like life…i just hate the deep pain. SOmetimes when i am heading that way…before the feelings and actions consume me, i try to just do one positive thing or thing that feels tolerable. Then I try to do another. I let go of all the things I am supposed to be doing…and I just survive, from one thing to the next. Til I feel just a little tiny bit better… I hope you stay. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.