Having a super down spiral on that day is the worst. I did never have horrible birthdays but this year may be the top runner.!! Already fought with a friend, who’s now ignoring me (thanks for making it about you) and I may just turn my phone off and eat cake. Anyone want some light blueberry cake with cream or a non-alcoholic version of Tiramisu? It’s on me 😛 Who do I have.? No one can even bother trying to cheer me up. Well, fuck you. I don’t have to be happy today. It’s not my fault no one can handle that. I hope no one has to feel like this on their special day. I get it takes a lot of energy to deal with me sometimes, but try to be me, it’s worse. I didn’t choose to feel this crappy. Cheers to my sucky friends.! And cheers to me still not being dead (unfortunately).!!!