Well I made my decision. I’m going to WPI. I’m totally out of my depth and will probably flunk out. I’m a dumbass who has no idea what he’s doing and might not even graduate considering all the shit I still haven’t done for my senior project due in less than two weeks. I’m fucked beyond all reason. Yet I still choose it. I can feel myself loosing it with just the little amount of work I have now, so this is probably going to fuck me. The panic of stuff recently got to me, but now I’m a bit more calm. Just need to get through this I guess. Whatever happens today, tomorrow will still come I guess, as scared out of my mind I am.
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worst decision in your life so far? congrats on making better decisions thus far, everyone has bad days.
worst decision in your life from beginning to end? good you got it out of the way, eh? Life should look up from here.
I’ve made dozens of terrible decisions, but learned a bit more, mostly not to trust others, and now it is my hope that my worst decisions either lie far in the past, or far in the future. Not now is the point.
If it is a bad decision, it’s probably going to lull you into a false sense of security with limited success. If it fails outright, then you don’t have to invest so much.
Also, my world is littered with multiple copies of letter shorthand, so WPI could just as well be… at this point I looked it up, and it appears to be a prestigious university. Good on you, getting in. Even if the rest goes awful, you got in, which means they gave you a shot when they had just as many opportunities not to.
Imagine having a prestigious professional portfolio and research background and not even being interviewed, wouldn’t that suck? Then you, I don’t know go try and find work to do while you wait for a slot, and that work ends up with you disabled, and worse off than before you sought out an education.