Things seem to be going really good for me right now. My boyfriend and I are in a happy relationship. I’m finally starting to feel comfortable in my body. I’m spending more time with my friends. My grades are good. So why am I still so anxious and paranoid? Everytime things go right for me, something bad happens and I don’t wanna lose everything I have again. I’m just so scared that I’m going to mess something up.
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The sad truth is that anything can happen. You just have to not put all your happiness in one person. People can leave at anytime in your life. It’s one of the reasons why you should find your true happiness within you. That way if things go south, you still have ur main happiness you cherish. I’ve been down that road. Still, all you can do is hope for the best, but be prepare for the worse. That’s just life. But I hope all goes well for you.
I’m glad things are going good for you. Your anxiety is probably an aftershock of whatever trauma you’ve been through, telling you that you aren’t allowed to be happy. I think you have to fight that inner voice. The truth is yes things will go downhill sooner or later. But that doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy the highs when they come along.
I think over time that negative inner voice gets the best of us. And we stop letting ourselves enjoy anything because “what’s the point if it’ll end?” But that’s BS. When times are happy, be happy. When times are sad, be sad. Don’t let depression spoil the whole thing, if you can still fight it.
Chill, you’ll be fine ?:)