I just really need someone to hug, at the very least. There is nobody there though, I’m all alone, isn’t that funny?
Isn’t it funny when you’re alone yet surrounded by people? Isn’t it funny when everyone’s looking at you yet they can’t see you? Isn’t it funny when you’re drowning in a croud?
When everyone can save you but nobody does?
Nobody even notices?
Please, notice. Someone, please. See me. Please… I don’t want to die just yet. Anyone? But they don’t hear me.
Is it me or is it them?
Do I exist? Do I matter in this world or am I just another object in your way? Is it me who’s doing this? Maybe I’m invisible. Maybe I’m silent, not screaming loud enough?
Or perhaps it’s you who’s blind and deaf, maybe it’s you who can’t see me suffering, maybe it’s you who can’t hear me screaming? Maybe it’s you who can’t feel me kneeling before you, clawing at your legs, hoping for you to notice me? Have you considered it?
Was it you or me? Please, answer me. ANSWER ME!!!! PLEASE.
But nobody will, nobody will hear me when I’m at the bottom of the ocean.
I will never find out the answer, not like it would change anything either way. I’m still sinking.
Nobody is there to notice. All that’s before me is blank.
So… anyone relate?