Not entirely sure if this happened or not but a few years ago I was using alot of pills while drinking because I was depressed I wasn’t on good terms with this woman I loved. I think I went up to her and confessed all my feelings while I was having a blackout and we ended up sleeping together? Then the next day at work she got real upset and told another coworker that “he doesn’t even remember last night!”
Seriously, wtf is wrong with me? I’m completely sober now but I still have to face myself in the mirror.