hello everyone!
I have found a suicide method. It seems to be mostly successful. The only problem is being found too early. It could leave me with permanent brain damage so I’ll need to have a very detailed plan.
The other parts of my death are pretty easy. I don’t really want to write a suicide note. I don’t have much money or whatever to write into my will. All I need are a few household items and maybe some soap. I don’t like being too melodramatic so I kept it simple.
It’s almost funny how hard it is to die. People think it’s the easy way out but I can’t make myself go through with it for the life of me (pun unintended). Hopefully I’ll go through with it soon. If not, I’ll try to post an update. Bye for now!
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I hope you find joy. This is stupid, I know where that mental space is and I struggle with it myself, but I hate to see people giving up without knowing what could be, or at all for that matter.
thank you. your words mean a lot to me. I guess I won’t be giving up yet.
Hey that’s really good to hear! This post hit me hard. I know that feeling- deciding to do it, and you feel so free already because nothing matters. Safe to say I’ve racked up quite a credit card bill in those periods. But those times just prove it’s possible for your brain to be happy. Your feelings are only a symptom of a disease and you can cure it, or manage it, as I’ve discovered. There’s real medicine that has real effects on whatever mental illness you suffer from. Lack of research just means you have to go through a longer trial and error period with treatment than say if you had covid. Have hope. You will see the end of this.
This just made my day. 🙂
Just that it’s good to see you being strong because that means maybe I can be too.
Just wait it out man. All your problems are temporary it’s not worth it
Not all problems are temporary. There are some of us who have lived our entire lives without solutions to mentally deteriorating issues. Mental disorders and domestic abuse are two examples of long lasting problems. Sure at some point or another people can leave abuse situations but it’s not as easy as people make it seem and mental disorders, whether they be minor or major, don’t have cures. They’re always there so sometimes, suicide really is the best option for those of us who are constantly living with pain. I do wish this person well but whatever their reason be for death, I respect it and them.
yes, as Max said, my problems are not temporary. I suffer from a chronic mental illness with a high suicide rate and no cure. I will probably suffer from this until the day I die. If death wasn’t the only “cure”, I don’t think I would be here.
You do not have to act on these thoughts. Inhale for a count of 2-4 seconds and exhale for a count of 4-6 seconds. Wait it out. Work through another day. I hope you are able to enjoy a relaxed rest of your day/night.
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