Nothing matters unless we decide it does. The universe doesn’t care about us. Why should it? So do you really want to be sitting there and being capable of caring, and not to care?
Im tired of existing. I can’t stop existing, except through suicide maybe. But I feel the void from over here on the living side. I can’t do that to the people near me. I hope they care, maybe they do, but I can’t hurt people on my way out. Can you?
There is no one to hurt. No one left in my life. Everyone is already passed and I left the relationship with abusers, but haven’t been able to find new positive relationships. Nobody….and I am no one, except to a few people who I have to deal with at work who find pleasure in being unkind. No matter what I do, still a victim and vulnerable started from my childhood when I was abused and the cycle, although in different ways it repeats.
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Nothing matters unless we decide it does. The universe doesn’t care about us. Why should it? So do you really want to be sitting there and being capable of caring, and not to care?
Im tired of existing. I can’t stop existing, except through suicide maybe. But I feel the void from over here on the living side. I can’t do that to the people near me. I hope they care, maybe they do, but I can’t hurt people on my way out. Can you?
There is no one to hurt. No one left in my life. Everyone is already passed and I left the relationship with abusers, but haven’t been able to find new positive relationships. Nobody….and I am no one, except to a few people who I have to deal with at work who find pleasure in being unkind. No matter what I do, still a victim and vulnerable started from my childhood when I was abused and the cycle, although in different ways it repeats.