I’m not okay.
And it’s not even about happiness or sadness, for the matter. It is just life around that is filling me with this overwhelming feeling in my heart which I don’t know how to let go of. How can I feel at peace again? I don’t know. I just don’t know. The funny thing is that a part of me, doesn’t even want to know, yet I’m trying to look for words to put this commotion of thoughts into string of sentences I would never read again. Control. Is that what I aim for? Probably not. It is not really me. But again, who am I?
All I know is I’m not okay.