Rants by Plainwhite 8/2/2022 written by Plainwhite 8/2/2022 I’m so disgusted and embarrassed of myself. 11 comments 1 Email Related posts FUCK IT – Update – Hard decision//Never Loved//Obdurance 8/10/2022 Ugly 8/8/2022 Never Loved 8/4/2022 Unwanted 8/3/2022 Hard decision 8/3/2022 One day you will see it 7/30/2022 R. has lost herself 7/28/2022 Horrible Day Stupid Niece 7/27/2022 There is naught 7/26/2022 I Hate People 7/25/2022 11 comments francista 8/2/2022 - 3:14 am Why? Log in to Reply Plainwhite 8/2/2022 - 8:25 am I guess what it comes down to is that I’m ashamed of the person I’ve become and the choices Ive made. I have very publically humiliated myself. I’m not sure if I can repair my reputation. Log in to Reply 1973 8/2/2022 - 3:38 pm Did you get in trouble? Log in to Reply francista 8/2/2022 - 3:49 am Also- did the psilocybin work for your depression? Log in to Reply Plainwhite 8/2/2022 - 8:16 am If youre going to use Psilocybin Mushrooms, it is better to do a larger dose than microdoses. It’s not that it helps with depression specifically–it does, tremendously, but that’s because when you take Psilocybin it’s like factory resetting your psyche. Your entire self-conceptualization goes away. Your ego gets temporarily suppressed, and you go back to your naturally occurring state. Maybe I should look into arranging a day for tripping soon. Log in to Reply Plainwhite 8/2/2022 - 8:30 am I would say it helps my depression and lasts for a couple weeks. Log in to Reply 1973 8/2/2022 - 3:53 pm Have you tried antidepressants vs those Log in to Reply Plainwhite 8/3/2022 - 8:18 am I have. The only reason I tried Psilocybin is because my insurance stopped paying for the antidepressants that I used to be on. Log in to Reply 1973 8/3/2022 - 3:24 pm Switch it up then. Plainwhite 8/4/2022 - 11:33 pm It’s a lot more nuanced than simply switching it up, because Ive been to prison, and that complicated some things. It’s whatever though. I don’t need to be on antidepressants. blight 8/2/2022 - 8:02 am I feel the same way today. When the feeling hits, remind yourself that it isn’t true. You have to be your own biggest cheerleader because there’s nobody in your corner but you. Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.