I really dont know what to do anymore … i never lived a single good day, i have no personality or ambition, always lonely, no love life and never will have. Im hopeless about everything, i dont know what people see about life it seems like a prison sentence, a loan that death gives us with high interest. I have no interest, only work seems to give me some relief even if i hate it … i never did nothing right i just wish i could start over and do everything right this time. I should keep going or just end it?
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I also wish I could start over and do everything right. The best I can do though is try to do everything right with what time I have left.
very little is required, most of our duties and obligations are in our own heads. If your lifestyle is making you miserable, change it. It sounds like you have some idea of what pleasurable might look like, seek it out.
I’ve spent most of my life studying the outcasts, the people that don’t fit. the happy ones stop trying, and start trying to find a life worth living. It’s hard to shed those external requirements, but that’s what is necessary to make peace with yourself
You have a personality, we all do