I haven’t met a person who completely understands my feelings and emotions . I have a small circle of friends and i feel like they are my closed ones. But when they itself can’t understand me and juz turn me off ….. I feel fucked up . Why this human creatures know only to hurt people ….. but not to embrace everyone with love and affection . And we can get down for our closed ones but when it is gonna happen continuously its stressing. I cant take it at some point . Why everyone are like this …. Or idk I’m the one doing mistakes or what idk . When i meet with the bitter experiences I feel like why the fuck you have friends . What i tell to myself is to be distant from everyone. At some time everyone gets tired of me …. I think I should not get close to anyone . I have my cycle test tomorrow but i cant just have it all in my head and do my work . I dont know why i was born ……..whats the purpose of my life…… im just fed up with my closed ones suddenly and get close again . Sometimes its not working out……………. I’m blabbering ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
PEOPLE WHO SEE THIS PRAY FOR ME
LET ME GO TO HELL OR HEAVEN ASAP ???????