and here’s me being pedantic, unable to tolerate an infinitive so easily disproven
The set everyone contains all human beings. It is reasonable to assume that a large-ish portion have never met you, probably will never do so. Hate is an intense emotion, takes a lot of energy. It is doubtful that people who’ve never met you hate you. Heck, if you were truly hated by those who do know you, they would find a way to get rid of you…. the average human tolerance for frustration is low.
more to the point, shorter proof. I don’t hate you. In that I am a human being and part of the set everyone, thus disproving the concept that everyone hates you.
logic puzzles are a lovely escape, and the fact that as long as there is one member of a set that does not conform to a pattern that pattern is insufficient to describe the set is one of my greatest comforts.
Idk heartless, sometimes people we care about are just evil to be around. We become used to it. We blame ourselves and start detaching. Badbrainz had a breakdown in front of them, if they aren’t compassionate about it maybe it’s true. I’ve been there too.
I relate to this post because for a time I separated from everyone. Isolated from family. I clung to music. It pulled me through. Alone with an exit plan, I drove across the country listening to Bach and Etta James, and I was raped and I’d change and change until I lost my hair, my identity in a sense, my mind, I’d be talking to myself in the night disoriented, not understanding what is and what isn’t, clinging to a Joan Baez cover album, crying sometimes. I lost the music now too, I think. It stabbed me in the back too, I can’t explain. I’m done with it.
I just hope Badbrainz does it better, because ptsd and psychosis is hard.
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How have you changed? How do you know they hate you?
Pace yourself then, it’s okay, don’t hate yourself over being overwhelmed-deep breath
and here’s me being pedantic, unable to tolerate an infinitive so easily disproven
The set everyone contains all human beings. It is reasonable to assume that a large-ish portion have never met you, probably will never do so. Hate is an intense emotion, takes a lot of energy. It is doubtful that people who’ve never met you hate you. Heck, if you were truly hated by those who do know you, they would find a way to get rid of you…. the average human tolerance for frustration is low.
more to the point, shorter proof. I don’t hate you. In that I am a human being and part of the set everyone, thus disproving the concept that everyone hates you.
logic puzzles are a lovely escape, and the fact that as long as there is one member of a set that does not conform to a pattern that pattern is insufficient to describe the set is one of my greatest comforts.
Idk heartless, sometimes people we care about are just evil to be around. We become used to it. We blame ourselves and start detaching. Badbrainz had a breakdown in front of them, if they aren’t compassionate about it maybe it’s true. I’ve been there too.
I relate to this post because for a time I separated from everyone. Isolated from family. I clung to music. It pulled me through. Alone with an exit plan, I drove across the country listening to Bach and Etta James, and I was raped and I’d change and change until I lost my hair, my identity in a sense, my mind, I’d be talking to myself in the night disoriented, not understanding what is and what isn’t, clinging to a Joan Baez cover album, crying sometimes. I lost the music now too, I think. It stabbed me in the back too, I can’t explain. I’m done with it.
I just hope Badbrainz does it better, because ptsd and psychosis is hard.