Overwhelmed

Hi it’s me again venting.

I have no idea how I’m gonna make it in school. It is waaay to much stuff in too little time. I am not depressed but this is pushing me a little.  I definitely want to succeed though. I feel like trading depression for schizophrenia was good. I can live now and I don’t constantly hurt. I am however scared that it may come back again someday. That is why I want to pass so bad. I don’t want to fail and get depressed. I hope you all are doing well. Then again none of us are here because our mental health is well. But I do hope you live one more day. You’re just gonna die anyways so why not push through the pain and try to live. Death is unavoidable, but life? Life is a gift. I know this sounds like bs when you’re depressed but it’s true. Life is a gift, enjoy it. As for me? Let’s hope I pass these classes.