Finally at peace. Stopped caring today. Bought my kit on line today. Should be here early next week. I have wished for an end for decades. Finally found a way and the courage to be proactive. I was always afraid I would mess it up and wake up in more trouble than I had before. However lots of people are successful everyday, with hope I will soon be on of them and just another statistic. Please no worries there is no one who will miss my presence, so not being selfish at all as people say. Also not a coward, it takes a lot of courage and a lot of pain to follow thru. I am not afraid anymore, nothing matters.
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even ordering the kit takes guts. i wont try to fake being optimistic but one thing you might try is to keep your plans ready but not act just yet. instead say fu to the world and do whatever you want because you have an exit now. i hope life gets better for you even tho thats like winning the damn lottery. but we can all have 1 last hurrah, right?
Who even says that? You don’t know this person, their circumstance, age, psychosocial bs
Why wasn’t this flagged by the admin?
Please, don’t hurt yourself. Have you tried treatment? Depression’s a black hole without it. It sucks you in.
Guts isn’t the word. It’s an unhealthy solace. A lie that steals from your life that could be lived way better without the kit
frank you must be new to suicide. those who have lived with this a lifetime and gotten to the final stage of acquiring the means and finding a faint glimmer of peace in the feeling generally do not want to hear the commercial bullshit about how suicide is unhealthy, cowardly and your life should be lived “way better”. we come here for an outlet and for solace. not to be lectured by a stranger on a screen
@dying2die idk, I get what you said, maybe