F*CK sanctionedsuicide

There are painless and fairly fast ways of ‘going’ but we can’t discuss methods here, you can google it and other sites provide answers.

The main thing is to find a way that will work 100% and you also don’t want to get it wrong and end up surviving your attempt, you could be far worse off.

All of us have suffered in life in some way, that’s why we’re here….but the key is not to act irrationally on the biggest decision you’re going to make in your life which is to end it.

I for instance had a lot of promise, everyone thought I’d go far and so did I. However life throws you a lot of curve balls and even when I had some awesome opportunities, I let them all slip through my fingers.

I could’ve gotten rich off bitcoin when they were going for just 10 cents a piece, but stupidly I didn’t buy in and I knew better than most people, I was already into investing at the time.

Ofc once you have wealth then everything else just falls into place…but I stayed in a lower income status. I struggled all throughout my life, and I still had amazing chances for getting a hot gf/wife and missed out on that. I dated some girls but they weren’t a good fit.

So here I am at 50 with little to show for it and trying to catch up with my peers. I wish there was a way to go back in time and do it right, but ofc that’s impossible…you play the hand you’re dealt with.

Still I keep going on because there are family members I care about and I might give it another 10 yrs, but really I have nothing at all to live for. Now that I’m older, younger, pretty girls will be less interested in my and my career prospects are low.

I should add, at least in my city, rents/house prices are crazy high. So for the younger generation it’s harder to get a home than it was for my parents and I just missed out on getting into my own property by 5-10 yrs. I still have a chance, but it won’t be easy, I have to wait for rates and prices to drop, so maybe by end of next year.

So there’s really just no winning for me in this life and I accept some blame for the mistakes I made and failing to act when I really should’ve. If not for my family I would’ve definitely offed myself at this point, I have nothing to live for really.

And scraping by, just paying your bills is no life at all. I might’ve put up with it if I had a great wife/kids, because it’d help them get somewhere, but as stated I got zilch, so my life really has no purpose. There are things I enjoy about life, like music, good food, movies, women, travel, but the struggle to keep going isn’t worth it imo.

Ofc at the end of the day we all have to decide when the time is right to go or to keep struggling. Speaking of which I’m also dealing with some health issues, not major but still annoying. I should’ve stuck with the gym and I would’ve probably been ok. So that’s just more bs I have to deal with.

I wish I had a very wise person in my life telling me the right things to do when I was younger, but I had to think for myself and ofc only in hindsight do you realize what was the right thing to do at the time. Anyways I’ll stop rambling, best of luck whatever you do.