That sucks, the goal should be to make it to old enough that your body does it without much outside help. That’s my goal anyway, I’ve noticed that past a certain age (seems to be 70 YO) it’s just “I don’t want to be here anymore” and the body just makes it happen.

I know that might seem far away, but you’re closer today than you were yesterday. You’ll get there eventually, or die on the way, win/win really