I’m in my third year of college, I can’t get a job for the life of me and I can’t actually learn anything or keep up with the school work, I can’t drive because I get panic attacks when Im even close to another car but my city basically requires them to be able to function, not that I even have a life outside my room. I feel like I’m on a countdown till it all blows up, everything I do seems to put me in a worse position than when I started. It all feels like a trap made for me to die in
I’m so sorry. Reading what you shared threw me back to my own memories of adjusting to the demands of life during and after school. I didn’t start driving until I was 22 and to this day I still never take highways for my anxiety. And trying to keep the terrible jobs I did get felt like a never ending disaster. Things these days are way more complicated than was ever needed. I truly hope things get better for you in all ways.