I dont usually post twice in a row, so please forgive the indiscretion. I think I figured out what my main issue is: a lack of self. I dont think I have a strong sense of self-identity. And I suspect that because of this, Im not able to love myself or others the way everyone deserves. Admittedly, its possible that I might not even truly know what love is. Maybe my conception of love isnt what love truly is.
Maybe there’s a way to recover what Ive lost in myself. Maybe also, the case is such that I have to build upon what I have right now.
I will be speaking about this to my therapist.