I’m not sure what’s going on. I think this is how family acts? This is a concept so foreign to me. And I’m just realizing that. I’m out of my comfort zone. I will lose some privacy. Idk if that is good or bad. I will have to be surrounded by people. I may have to explain things to people. I may have to be voulnerable with people. And THAT is what I was trying to avoid. I don’t like telling people anything about me. ESPECIALLY anything about my mental illnesses, or my financial situation, or anything. But, i just realized, that’s what family does. They share stuff like this and help each other out. I don’t know if I like that or not yet. I don’t know if i want to expose myself like that. I don’t even know if i can trust people. I’m kinda paranoid and this time it’s not the schizophrenia. I don’t know how this is going to play out. But at this point I’m curious. Let’s hope it goes well for me.