tired of my shitty life
tired of being depressed all the time
tired of being chronically sick
tired of being physically fatigued all day every day
tired of being unable to sleep and get ACTUAL rest
tired of being lonely, no friends, no family (that cares), no S.O.
tired of being yelled, shamed, criticized by society for being sick/depressed/not working
tired of always being poor- can’t work and make money when you’re sick every day
tired of things just getting worse and worse
i just don’t see this cycle ending
i don’t see it getting better without help
i’ve been stuck in this sick wheel for 14 years
idk how much more i can take
it was bad year1 but after 14 years i’ve been way more sick, useless and nonfunctional
i can’t even fucking kill myself, not having the stuff i need to guarantee a painless and 100% effective death.
I NEED HELP TO BREAK THE CYCLE
but where can i get this help?
i just don’t see it happening :'(
Interesting I’ve also been a chronic pain patient for 14 years. After several doctor’s visits throughout my life I had been accepted to a pain clinic for two weeks.
They figured me having fibromyalgia, because they couldn’t find anything else. I’ve been prescribed antidepressants, that worked on other fibromyalgia patients, which took my pain away.
However I suffer bad effects and I am hoping they have something similar. I’ve just been dealing with them, cause I’ve been in pain ever since I can remember.
I’ll have to say… It doesn’t fight my depression, it’s way too fleshed in. I still worry if I’m not good enough, because I’ve never earned a dime, for one and I’ve never experienced what my body is capable of.
Thank you for sharing, it was like a mirror experience.
Of course I hope there’s some service like I’ve had, available in your country (preferably for free) I wish you all the best~
what bad effects? from the anti depressants?
Yeah. It seemed too good to be true I suppose..