Today I had to pay about a thousand dollars because in my idiocy I apparently forgot to update my auto insurance on my new account since my last one expired. I have no idea what I am going to do. I am so stupi9d it is not even funny. It is really sad to be me and see all my avoidable mistakes. I am so dumb I worry that there may be a neurological issue beyond ADHD and Schizophrenia. I say this because other people don’t make the mistakes I do. I just wonder you know?
I wonder If anyone else struggles with being just a dumb person? And I wonder if there are any solutions to this without selling your soul or something insane like that. I wonder what other dumb people do to survive. How they live day to day. I’m not just venting over one mistake. I’m complaining over what seems to be a lifetime of idiocy. I can only wonder if it gets better for people like me. It looks dismal from here.
For the Song something I can relate to at the moment:
I feel like this song is about me sometimes.