Im 42 and I feel like I just wasn’t made for life. The thought of living 40 more years is so overwhelming. It’s also scary to share with people who aren’t strangers because they will lock you up for 3 days like they did my friend Mel. She’s dead now. I’m having a hard day. I have an autism 5 year old who screams ALOT and I love him so much but it’s hard being his parent. I hope I haven’t broken any post rules. I’m new. I haven’t left the house in 3 years and I needed to talk about how I am feeling. Okay bye.
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Welcome to SP Rachel!
I feel the same- I’ve always felt like I wasn’t meant for life on Earth. I’ve always been “weird” and “the odd one out” since I was a kid. And ofc I don’t mix with adults either bc I think differently about things than the avg typical person.
I’m about the same age as you and the thought of aging scares tf out of me.
I don’t have a kid- which is wonderful as I am ill equipped to handle my life, let alone another.
Yes, since we are all anonymous online, I assume no one can call the cops on you and have you 5150’d. Unless you give someone your details like your full name, address, etc. Otherwise, I don’t think anyone can call.
Wow, what happened to your friend? She was depressed and your friends had her committed and she died after?
the crowd here tends to contain all ages. no one here is going to 5150 you (thank goodness; I worry about that, too). this is a pretty good place to share feelings and thoughts and such. I like it, I’ve been here for a while. plenty have been here longer. nice group of people here. welcome!