the constant pain in unbearable. i cant do it and i keep attempting its become a monthly routine. but i dont really want to die. every time i do it i know it wont work but i hope it will.
i always hope every breath i take is the last i just cant deal with this.
i dont care who i hurt or whos affected
but i kind of do.
im so unsure about my place in this world
“I don’t care who I hurt or who’s affected. But i kind of do. I’m so unsure about my place in this world.”
Me fuckin too.