I have found a sizable lump where there shouldnt be. I dont want to make assumptions, and I still have to see a medical professional somehow (uninsured). Maybe its not so serious. But still. The thought has crossed my mind that maybe it is what I think it is. If it is, I cant afford to treat it. And strangely, that fate fills me with a certain calmness. Weight off my shoulders.
Im ahead of myself though. I need to see a doctor somehow.
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it’s a weird thing for me to say I’m glad for you, but I know how much difference the door to death swinging even a little open can make.