Out of it again. The morning air is still nice, but it’s kinda noisy these days. Too much going on. I just remembered when we used to go on walks and hikes around Lake Tahoe. It was nice. Haven’t been there in a while.
Do you guys ever wonder if those around you think about suicide? Sometimes I wonder if my dad ever thinks about it. He used to seem happier. Would I be surprised if he did it? Would he be surprised if I did?
I miss my old SP friends. I hope they’re doing better.
Nothing really seems to be helping recently. Sigh.
Jumping and falling is scary. It may be even more scary than living.