Her birthday is two days after mine. I was thinking about sending her a Happy Birthday message. In the end, I don’t think I’m going to do it. So many things could go wrong. What if she doesn’t respond? What if she does respond? What do I say then? What will she think of it? I haven’t talked to her in a year (more or less).
I want to rekindle our friendship. I miss having friends but I miss being her friend especially. But I know that I’m not willing to put in the effort and I know that if she rejects me it’ll break me.
I’m still not over her. I don’t know if I’ll ever be over her. It’s pathetic and it’s bad for my brain but I don’t want to let her go because I miss her. I miss her so much that it hurts.