This is a short and probably unnecessary post. But I texted her. Nothing much, just Happy Birthday. It’s very early in the morning right now. I’m dreading her response, if any. I want her to reply but at the same time I don’t. I’m so anxious I think I’m going to throw up.
Edit: Spent the whole day anxious. I barely ate anything today because my throat constantly felt like it was closing in on itself. Paid attention to every vibration my phone made. Which isn’t many since I don’t get any notifications often. It’s 5:00pm now… Nothing at all… Hasn’t even read my text… Maybe she changed her number? Probably not. More like she doesn’t care about me anymore. Don’t know why I sent the stupid thing. I feel like an idiot.