It’s confirmed, I *AM* cursed.
So the power went out in the whole building. Four units. OFC *MY* unit is the ONLY unit where the power is NOT back on. The other units/floors power went back on immediately. But I’m the only one left with NO power. The rest of the block has power too. Just. Not. Fucking. Me.
And family left. They won’t get back till very late, and even then, it’s unlikely they care to fix it late tonight. So that means no power for all of today and all of tonight. And all morning. And likely most of tomorrow too. Who knows if or when it’ll be fixed. And NO electricity is hell. I need SOMETHING on. But NO ONE cares. FML. Today is the worst day to lose power too. It’s raining so no one’s coming to fix the electricity. Can’t go to the store to pick up a flashlight or food either.
So bc the rest of the house has power, family don’t care that *I* don’t have power. JFC, why does everyone else have power but I don’t. OFC this is just the kind of shit to happen to ME.
This kind of shit ALWAYS happens to me. I am a math/science/logic person. I don’t normally believe in things like “curses,” but this kind of shit has ALWAYS happened to me, where for SOME fucking reason, *I* am the only one that gets consistently screwed, time and time again. Situation after situation. WHY? This kind of shit really does fucking happen to just ME. SOMEHOW, back luck seem to always find ME.
There’s 1 or 2 other ppl I’ve met that’s like me- bad things always happen to them no matter what. And they’re like me- it’s not like things we do like drugs, alcohol, hanging with bad ppl, etc that cause bad shit to occur.
But those 1-2 ppl and me aside, the rest of the world seems to have normal “luck,” some good some bad. THIS is why I am so pessimistic about life. How can I be all positive and sunshiney and “everything will be fine” kind of person when NOTHING in my life is “fine?” When bad things consistently happen to me time and time again, and it’s not due to ME doing bad or stupid things to cause them.