I had a bit of a flashback in Husk’s post about how great my life was in my late teens and 20s…without realizing it at the time. The trouble was I was depressed over my life and swamped with studying and personal issues to realize that was my chance to find my s/o and I missed it. I’ve cut/paste my post below:
“Ugh I’m totally segueing here…but this convo made me reflect on my past, my time in university and how I missed out on so many opportunities with beautiful girls that I could’ve picked up there…who might’ve become my s/o today. I managed to date a few girls, but they weren’t what I really wanted-I just went for them because they were more accessible.
It’s true what they say, you’ll look back on those younger years and realize they were the best time of your life. I just don’t get opportunities with girls like that anymore. I wish I could go back and jump on those chances I missed.
I’ve been trying to get myself to a better place in life…but I’ve been just scraping by…life isn’t worth living if you’re merely surviving and not thriving. Nothing I can do but to keep trying to make things better…since I don’t intend to end myself any time soon, unless shtf somehow.”