I’ve been thinking about all the times I’ve demonstrated how strange I was. My manner of acting, especially in grade school, never really made sense to anyone but myself. Basically I was very strange. I still am. It’s hard for me to see obvious things when it comes to people and situation. I’m always out of step with reality. Can’t see how bad or wrong something is until it’s too late to correct. Key moments in my life have been like this. It’s funny cause I’m never really sure of myself, so I feel I should catch these moments more. I’m curious what would have happened if I was able to see more clearly. How different my life would have been.
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Have you considered you might have autism or some other issue? There have been times where I’ve also felt I missed the plot or was behind in convos…sometimes people don’t speak clearly and they assume you heard them, which can lead to confusion later on.
I just learned to be more assertive with people and asked them to clarify if I didn’t get it the first time.
I think we all go through moments of being smart or dumb or simply not paying attention, I wouldn’t take it too seriously unless there is an underlying disorder.