As I promised

I used to be a regular on this site 10 years ago, and I promised I would be back after 10 years. Here I am, nothing changed, still suicidal, still hopeless, still in pain. Life was never meant for me, but I’m still scared to end it all. My friends, blackoutalice, Killswitchon, Deena, Simran, nobuddy, unluckymale13 and the others whom I don’t remember their usernames, I hope you guys are doing well in life. Love you. See you in another 10 years, hopefully I’ll be dead