Tomorrow’s the big day, and before anyone says anything, I want this. Just saying goodbye
20 excuses
got fired for beating up a customer. facing assault charges too. Whoopie!
I have decided on March 16th as the day to end it all, 20 days from my 20th birthday. I will use either the helium hood method or my 12 gauge shotgun. leaning towards the shotgun. I refuse to go with the majority and write a note, but at the same time, I want someone to know, so I posted it here. Bye all, wish you all the best
I think it’s bullshit I have to wait three days for my gun after waiting years saving enough to buy in cash at my job where I get no thanks and even less pay
Held hands
A warm embrace
A smile
Peace
Success
These have all passed on by
Leaving nothing but a bitter taste
A vague memory of better days
Of love long lost, but never found
Of carefree days, no longer available
Memory
Love
Pride
Meaning
Happiness
These too, have passed on by
Hopelessness settles in
A feeling of despair, of hate
Light fades as darkness grows
And twilight settles in
Resolve
Hope
Friends
Family
Help
Have passed on by
Faded, blown away by the wind
A final act, devoid of emotion
Shows a way to escape, to finally find peace
It too, is passed on by.
Well, I just found this site, and I have to say it’s been uplifting to finally find people who not only understand, but are going through what I’m going through. I suppose I should probably start by introducing myself and my problems. Throughout my life I’ve been told I need to be the best, need to be perfect. My inability to do so has driven my parents to give me grief and constantly put me down. I was never good enough, never worth their time. My siblings were better than me at everything in every way, and they tell me so repeatedly. I was […]