I’m an idiot. I’m so fucking stupid. I told someone I barely knew how I felt because I thought I could relate to him but then he fucking ratted me out. I’m already a fucking tranny, and now i have to be mentally unstable too? Will people go to no end to find a way to fucking isolate me? Why did he have to lie to me? I can’t fucking trust a single person anymore. I feel like my life is finally spiraling and my time might come soon. Sorry, I’m not asking for help or anything, I just really had to get that off […]
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I think normally people are aware of their primordial depressive urges, but they distract themselves with survival and their career and religion and unnecessary decoration shit and other stupid monotonous things to drown out the little voice in the back of their head that whispers how pointless everything is. It’s part of having a conscious, logical mind. But once you listen to that voice its really hard to go back to not acknowledging it. You start to see the world differently, if not with a new sense of cruelly logical objectivity. Sentiments and emotional attachments fade away. Your closest friends don’t matter to you anymore. […]
Hiii. I’m a 17 year old girl and i hate everyone. Everyone at my school likes to spread rumors around that i’m actually a boy, because technically i used to be one and people from my middle school/freshman year of hs remember that (i “transitioned” like a year and a half ago). But i pass extremely well (like my voice is good and everything) and i have a straight bf and stuff, and a lot of my friends don’t even know about “that”. People still make fun of me though, and everyone thinks i’m a total freak. Like i’ve been followed home before and been […]