I don’t know why, but I just got a really bad feeling. Are you still here? Maybe it’s just my imagination?? I havent been reading posts here but I hope you’re okay man..
Idfk anymore, I'm just here I guess
It doesn’t even show when you’ve posted a video so your post gets ignored, trolls, the moderation…
It’s ya boy, Thanatos. I thought I’d give an update for anyone interested. I’ve also posted before as Ignorance Will Prevail.
I’m currently in the process of finding a new place to live and I’m considering moving west to Madison where I can participate at the homeless veteran’s center and I where I have a job lined up.
I’ve gained an interest in an academic field, Systems Engineering. I don’t really think I’m smart enough to complete a degree in the field, but it is interesting. I was considering the concept of AI and the Greek Logos, which stands for reason and is often represented by water. […]
And a chain is only as strong as its weakest link. People know this. That’s why they don’t talk to me.
I have autism, but it’s not that bad, or so I thought. I don’t know what it is really.
I have literally no one who cares enough about me to make the time to even talk to me. Even on here, I’m disliked. It’s not like 2014. I can see why the name “spreject” now. I have no real friends or family. I have nothing and no one. And I don’t want to be here. This world is just harsh, brutal, and cruel. If only my mom’s genes didn’t insulate me from suicide, in my father’s genes it’s strong.
Time for a famous SP “deep” post.
i know of a pretty easy and painless way to kill oneself, i wanna mention it but idk if that’s wrong or not. i know there are some of you who all things considered deserve a way out, but then again there are some young people on here who might just fuck up and… i don’t wanna call it a mistake, but… i just dunno
It’s true, you fuck up the pace of your life once and it’s all over. I see now why Japanese schools are so strict and have so much of an influence in student’s lives, if you slip up even once in life, it really is all over. They’re not making it harder, they’re just bringing reality to the forefront of the equation. I left my hometown 9 years ago because of a condition, and trying to make any life out of the pieces is impossible. No one contacts me. It strikes me how competitive life really is. I missed out on some crucial experience time […]
🙂 I can’t do anything. I can’t take antidepressants either cause they scramble my brain, and it’s possible that I have a personality disorder and I was told that’s what happens to people with PD’s who take antidepressants. 🙂 Natural crap won’t work. This is one of those cases where I NEED the chemical reset because the case is so extremely and deeply ingrained in my brain that I can’t have life otherwise. And yet, salvation eludes me. 🙂 I don’t even know what it feels like to be capable to work a job because I’ve been like this for so long… I can’t imagine […]
Will that person who told me antidepressants are dangerous for people with personality disorders tell me WHY? if they’re still here
I’m getting desperate…
“How many times can a loser fucking lose? I know you’ll find a way!” – Slayer
I keep asking myself this question. I’m running out of people to talk to, things to do, ways to distract myself. Didn’t there used to be a user-made discord for this site? What happened to it? Does anyone wanna talk to me? My username is Prudish#6582. Maybe we should make a new discord server. The loser’s den! Ha! How about that? How does that sound?
Lemme guess: You got crushed by society and never pursued your dream either, right? Yeah, that’s how it goes. Artsy female? Wonderful. Artsy male? May as well hang it up and become a NEET like me.
Anyone here into gaming? There’s this app called Parsec that allows you to remotely share your PC and I’ve been looking for people to play a few PlayStation 2 games with. I figured if you’re suicidal, not being bored might help. Idk. I’m not actively suicidal anymore. I stopped seeing the point of coming to this place since it’s obvious wasn’t going to do it any time soon. Anyways leave a response if you want to play or have any game suggestions and have a functioning controller of some kind.
As I come to grasp that I’ve had depression since I was a child
As I come to grasp the cruel joke god has played on me
I can’t have kids because they’ll jut be as fucked up as me
Why am I even here