I feel as if there is literally no place for me here; that this life is a cage. Sometimes I think maybe I was not born in the right time or place. Â In my short 24 year life, I have never been able to “belong”, regardless of where I search or who I interact with. Some people believe that our souls choose what kind of life we’ll have before we are physically born, in order to learn some important lesson or another. I can imagine my soul saying, “Hmm, I think I’ll live a life of failure, depression, social rejection and utter worthlessness that will eventually drive me to suicide. Sounds good.”
So I’m wondering, does anyone else feel a strong sense of just not belonging here? And if you do, what do you think is the reason(s) for it?