I tried to hang myself yesterday, too. The guilt today is overwhelming. I’m also 27, stay here for family, and have felt like this my whole life. I don’t know what to do anymore.
 I almost succeeded. I don’t even know what happens, I just shut down and turn off. Anything can trigger me. I’ve been sexually abused and a drug addict. It seems like I’m giving myself reasons by pushing everyone away and sabotaging anything that is good in my life.
I have seizures and suicide attempts often follow them. Last night I was talking about using as I came out of a seizure and my […]