you hide behind a mask, i hide too. ive been hiding for years. my depression and anxiety is more so now after my husband of 20 years died. i feel so alone. my family doesnt seem to understand why im so depressed. i hear things like get over it, or it will pass. in my mind its been this way for so long i dont see any passing but my own. i think about suicide everyday. ive tried twice with pills. i was found both times. i woke up even more pissed off cause i was still here. i have so much wrapped […]
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a way out
Let me start by saying that I have depression and anxiety of the worst kind. Everyday I live with this pain. It’s a deep down pain. I see a therapist, I take my meds. and as soon as they start working like they should. The drug manufacturer quits sending them to the mental health where I get them. So they put me on something different. In the mean time I go through this two to four week and sometimes more period of adjustment. That’s when it happens. I have bad bouts of depression, my anxiety levels go up, I get all wound up inside, I […]