You in my life will live eternally but a heartbreak lasts forever so I stand here alone holding my heart in pain…
Within each dark night
Things come alive
Sitting there just out of sight
With a killers drive
Light footsteps following behind
Wherever you may go
That one persons presence
Is always in your mind
That strange someone
You don’t even know
Then your belief in safety misleads you
You’ve wandered out alone
Your trust in mankind betrays you
Now you’ll never make it home
Within his grasps now
He’ll never let you go
No one will ever know how
Your body came to be
Hidden among the bushes
So no one will ever find
A body left for the thrushes
A killers peace of mind
No one will ever know the pain I feel inside..
There’s this girl in the mirror I wonder who she is at times I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did there is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbyes when she’s looking back at me I can tell she’s hurting inside she smiles with all that she has left yet tears are left un-dried and though she’s got so much to say she bottles it up inside if you look past her broken eyes to a shadow no one sees a disguise so you won’t recognize the girl is really me I could go on with my day and act like everything is okay but as my life goes on it hurts more in everyway
You’ll never know all these emotions I choose not to show..
In your arms I became mercurial writhed like a diamond back in the bleakness of eyes that seemed sulphuric, traveling through me, in me we bathed in incense and the colour of each other danced as though invented for the moment with dark longing breathing eachother in quiet desperation and you were beautiful in your honesty and I multitudes stinging in each movement that we echoed somewhere between lives and I wish I could’ve stayed to burn alive.
Hate is what we possess there is no other way scapegoats got us no where captured as the lies within us we’re trapped nothing in between us go on, come closer follow my soft spoken voice, I dare you I can almost hear you breathing in silence your heart beats touched by the cruel chill of your presence I’m burning, fading into dust of ashes blowing in the wind you’ve ripped me apart covered with pale white shrouds being deprived of your absence has ordered my withdraw I am no longer searching left alone lifeless goodbye my love, I hate you.
I wish the stars would shine the way they did when you and I were one. The world seems lonely now, the nights are filled with silence. There is an emptiness all around me. The skies are darker now, the nights are longer now. In the silence I strain to hear your voice again but all there is, is darkness. The night grows cold, the flames we kindled are no more. You were the light that lit the skies, that filled my heart with joy. You made the stars shine brighter, you gave the night a warmer glow. I wish the nights were ours again, I wish the darkness were no more.
I sit alone consuming my pain, smothering my true self. I jerk my life into focus, courage deserted. I need time, more time. Want it, need it, time. My moments come, my moments pass still I sit here smothering my true self. Biting my knuckles and bartering for time. The moment of truth, I stand desperate to release myself. Too late the moment, the time is gone. Obliviously it flitted into oblivion. The seconds marched off the brink, toy soldiers grim-faced sinking, falling, failing. At the last moment they look in my eyes, my terror mirrored in theirs. A solider with my face near the brink, he looks at Me before the last step. I nod and Take the plunge, this is my end.
In him she found answers she was looking for, so she stopped asking questions. In her, he found fire and freedom. They walked to the edge and she jumped, without looking, into the deep blue. He stopped, he paused, and decided that falling was not worth the risk of landing to hard. She floated there for a while, but with no one there to help her swim the waves will eventually wash her away. He starts to apologize, “I wish” but she dams up his words with her hands and her eyes, “don’t.” He tries to fix things and make her smile, but wounded waters run deep and her tears fall like broken waterfalls. They are, after all, friends.