Sometimes I feel lost. I am a college student suffering from schizoaffective disorder with bipolar features. I hear and see things that aren’t really there. I still hold a grip on reality, though sometimes very loose. My disorder has kept me out of college for a year and a half. I watch my friends accelerate with their lives and I’m stuck. I lost quite a few friends when my disorder started to manifest. I tried to reach out to them but they abondoned me and cast me aside. I only have a few friends that stuck with me. I feel so alone. It’s hard for people to understand my illness. Over […]