It’s tiring until it’s not.
It’s cold tonight.
And that’s all there is,
Nothing.
There are days where I talk to myself in front of a mirror, I ask it so many questions but mostly remind it that she is worth nothing more that someone living a life that was always bound to end. I remind her that she is someone with dreams and things that she wants to achieve but then add, so is everybody else. She is nothing special. She is nothing more than someone who will try her best but still end up as someone not worth remembering. She is not worth it. She is nothing more. She is nothing. Her choices […]
Every once in a while everything feels empty. Sometimes it feels like your heart is getting beaten up, sometimes by others, sometimes by yourself. What are we really in this world for? I just think about that often, not in a depressed way. Just a thought. Because we are driven into doing and feelings things. We are broken. We are human. And for what? What is it all for? Doesn’t it make you terrified? Of fulfilling your life based on something you never will truly get the answer of? Honestly, I think I’m just hurt. Hurt of all the things that has happened to me. […]
There’s this constant battle between wanting isolation and not. Finding solitude but also wanting it to break for a time. Has it just became a habit that I want to be alone because it’s more convenient? How my mind contradicts with the thought of not wanting any more hands to hold in fear of mistrusting someone and making the biggest mistake of your life and also reaching out for someone and still possibly making the biggest mistake of your life. There are days where I find comfort in loneliness but there are days where I want to escape and tell the world how I feel. […]
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