I been sick for over 6 months now. Since I got the covid vaccine I started having tachycardia. I believe that there is mold inside my house and some how the covid vaccine lower my immune system. I feel like there is mold growing inside my body. I had to quit benzos and antidepressants because they stopped working for me. I cannot take this anymore. I have electric sensations inside my heart, fast heart rate, unable to sleep, weak heartbeat, body tremors. I been thinking of taking my life. I haven’t slept in 6 months. The pain and symptoms are too much. I either ride this out and die naturally or take my life so I wont suffer anymore.
I was doing good throughout the pandemic. I had been taking Benzos for over 9 years. I had decided to come off Benzos and start life all over again, because Benzos were now damaging me. In February of 2021, I went to my psychiatrist to get me off these drugs. Instead she put me on another drug that turned out to be more evil called Effexor. I was able to come off Benzos on my own and the psychiatrist cut my benzos refills off. I stopped sleeping and functioning. I then started taking Effexor and after two months of no sleep, I started sleeping again. I thought I had healed, but this wasn’t it. I really don’t understand what happened. I had taken the Covid vaccine and I thought that this started interacting with Effexor. I started having electric shocks in my brain and also on my heart. I stopped Effexor cold turkey and then all a sudden I felt the strongest electric shock I ever felt inside my heart. People have told me that maybe I had Covid, but maybe the vaccine and the psyc meds were messing me up. Then I noticed my heart rate was now 150 bpm and my blood pressure 170/120. I went 4 months thinking this would go away, only to get worst. My heart was very fast and started making murmur sounds. Then I stopped completely sleeping. I tried hanging myself, just to be saved by cousin, and going through more pain. I tried taking rat poison only to end up in the hospital. My symptoms are now much worst. I cannot shut down my brain at all. I have strong vibrations in my brain and different beeping sounds. I have strong ringing in my ears. I also have nerve damage from my heart to my brain, I believe the vagus nerve was damaged from the electric shock I felt and getting worst. I cannot digest food correctly. I’m in pain 24/7 and no doctor has been able to help me. I’m thinking of giving this a try again and leave this world. I cannot live like this. I have a lot issues, whatever caused this I’m living in hell already. I never thought this things in my life of taking my life. I don’t want to leave my family behind, but the pain is too much and I cannot live like this. I don’t think these symptoms will ever end.